There's so many things to say, but I don't know how to say them.
So many things to believe,that I want to believe, but I struggle with believing them.
There are so many stumbling stones in the path, I slow to a crawl to try to miss them, but I fall anyhow.
Tears I want to shed, but it's never the right time to cry.
Words I want to live by, I often forget them.
Songs I want to sing, but choke up when I try.
There are stages I want to stand on, but I get overwhelmed by stage fright.
So many jokes to tell, to shy to tell them.
So many people I want to meet, but I don't know how to talk.
Stories I want to write, some never get finished.
I want to laugh, but it's to serious a time.
I want to yell and play like a kid, but I'm to big for that.
Places to see, I can't afford to go.
Pictures I want to take, I always miss the best moment to capture.
There are things I want to make, but I don't have the right materials.
Time I want to spend alone, I'm always needed for something.
Time I want to spend with others, they're to busy that day.
I want to be secure and happy, but insecurity and worry often take over.
I want to feel safe, but I feel in danger.
Words I've said that I regret, I'm to ashamed to ask forgiveness.
Mistakes I've made, I'm forgiving but I can't forget.